May 2012
104 posts
DAY 154
I’ve always had a hard time being myself around people because I just want to impress people. I have always been mature for my age, so I would impress people with how well mannered I was as a kid & polite & blah blah blah.
Today I need to strip myself of that pride & need to impress others. I’m in a play for my church. It’s a promotion for the camp I’ve worked...
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tomyfuturespouse:
I have a very different view of beauty now.. I used to think of it as someone with the perfect smile, faultless teeth, someone with an amazing body. But now? I’ve come to realize beauty really does come from the heart, from your soul. You’re the most beautiful person I have ever known and ever…
DAY 153
last night was incredible. Sometimes, when I’m falling asleep, I’ll get kind of sad about anything that has ever broken my heart & then I just can’t sleep.
That almost happened last night, but I realized it was the Enemy just trying to crush me, to bring me down & yes, those things have broken my heart & still hurt to this day, but I don’t need to let them make...
DAY 152
today is the holiday ! & I have great plans for this day. I am about to leave & pick up an old boyfriend & go out to coffee with him. We’re going to catch up & hopefully regain our old friendship. I hurt him a lot & I’m terrified to bring it up & I’m sure he doesn’t want to talk about it, but I pray that if it is the right thing for me to do...
DAY 151
disciplining my time has been a huge eye opener ! I really want to continue with these weekly themes because it allows me to dig even deeper into the lessons God keeps trying to teach me.
This week is to break down my pride & break away from the ridiculous societal constructs I have held so high in my life.
Today’s challenge is to stop restricting my love & kindness to the...
“Grey is not a compromise - it is the bridge between two sides.
The shores on...”
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DAY 150
only 200 more days ! these challenges have been fun & sometimes challenging to stick with. But I’m pressing on !
today’s challenge is to discipline my heart FOR GOD.
guys, I fall a lot. My heart finds its way to things it shouldn’t. I no longer want to be addicted to a certain kind of sadness, to a certain kind of love. This heart needs to be TORN open. For God...
DAY 149
today’s challenge :
discipline my time.
I need to reevaluate the way I spend my life. It’s a gift that I’m wasting away to the things of this world. This weekend, I’m going out to the summer camp that I work at during the summer & we’re doing some maintenance stuff. Putting in docks, sanding down cabins, etc. I get to do it with an awesome group of people...
